Gone, Gone in One Instant

So, I was doing the "be a good daughter" thing and called my parents. My mom told me she wanted me to apply for scholarships for study abroad and eventually grad schools. My mood started to drop.

I went and looked at a study abroad scholarship (the only one I seem to qualify for...the downfall of being a senior). There's an essay. None of my grad school essays will fit. Looks like I'll have to write another evil essay within the next couple of weeks.

And POOF the good mood is gone. In an instant. Snap. Wave bye-bye to the happiness. No more light as a feather feeling. Nope. Now there's this dead weight in my middle. I am so tired of essays. BAH!

On the plus side, if I don't get accepted to study abroad...then I won't have to write the essay...but I think going on the trip will out way the stupid essay consequence if I get in.

Well, I guess I'm going to go and do work or something. Bah humbug.